Erin Schaden

Nov 29, 2021

3 min read

Actively Present.

I have been ridiculously busy the past two months. Lots of travel and juggling. I am tired. It hit me this last weekend. I have been running hard and fast. Yesterday I just wanted to lie around all day but I also wanted to get the house done for the upcoming holidays so that won out over my other idea of doing literally nothing.

I get mired in the activity and forget why I am doing it. I didn’t do that yesterday. I took my time. I have noticed that my internal clock tells me two things: hurry the fuck up! And also: there is not enough time! These two things remove me from the present often. I get…