15 hours agoRisk Taking Behavior…Fuck have I done this a lot. I mean, a lot, a lot. Like forever. Mostly stupid risks that weren’t worth the risk involved. Over and over again. …Risk Taking Behavior4 min read
1 day agoGetting Done…It takes me awhile to become done. Well, I guess that isn’t even true…it takes me a long time to be done sometimes. Other times it seems I am done almost over night. Or perhaps even instantly. …Getting Done4 min read
2 days agoThe Bravery of Reaching Out…I am a chicken. Let’s get that out of the way to begin with… When it comes to emotional stuff, I prefer to tell you what you want to hear, and then keep my private thoughts, well, private. The fact that I pour my heart out here every day is…Reaching Out5 min read
3 days agoMILFS in Heat…Tribal Reunion weekend in Palm Springs is coming to an end. It was hot and so were we. We shopped We ate We pooled We sunbathed We talked We laughed We loved We slept I forget how much the heat drains you. But it was kind of perfect for me…Milfs7 min read
4 days agoShifting…I used to care. I mean a lot. About everything. What I thought, what you thought, what everyone thought that I thought. But I am getting that a privilege of age is that I care less and less. Which feels healthier and not at the same time. I mean on…Shifting5 min read
6 days agoAn AfFAIR of the Heart…I am done with the fair for another year. I hit all the concerts except two. I was planning on going to see Clay Walker, but I had to work and I was tired, if I am being honest. …Ventura County Fair5 min read
Aug 10The Story of Escape…We all have ways in which we leave the moment. Sex, flirtation, gaming, gambling, drugs, alcohol, shopping, food, internet, exercise — all are effective, to a degree. Well, in fact, they are super effective until they quit working altogether. …Addiction8 min read
Aug 9Eventually Tides Will be the Only Calendar You Believe In…I long for that time, but perhaps that time is already here. I often do not know the day anymore, so consumed with living that the time, the hour, the date are becoming so much less relevant to the life I live today. No longer ruled by the calendar of…Calendar4 min read
Aug 8For One Thing Leads to Another…Minute by minute, hour after hour, a seamless stretch and expanse of time, each moment latched onto the next, a delicate chain of life…lived in increments so tiny, we barely notice. Breaths. …Life Evolving6 min read
Aug 7The Adoration Principle…Have you ever been adored? Have you ever adored? There is really nothing quite like it. In fact, I am coming to believe that it is what is present in the best relationships, the lasting ones. A mutual adoration that allows for time and stress and busy lives to leave…Adoration8 min read